Bleh....
I won't lie...I'm pretty bored right now. And I'm too lazy to go get a beer...so I'm sitting here staring at the wall. I should probably be thinking about going to bed, but I definitely took a helluva nap between 3-8...oops. So I'm pretty sure that getting to sleep is not gonna be so easy tonight. Dammit...and I have to work in the morning.
I really just don't like having a job...I feel bad about asking my parents for money, so I have to work...but working sucks. I have no life anymore...between a shit-ton of reading, trying to sleep at "normal" hours, and working...I think I've forgotten what free time used to consist of. When I do have "free time"...it's because I'm forcing myself to avoid doing something else for the sake of sanity. Don't get me wrong...I love my major and the stuff we're doing is pretty interesting...it's just time consuming. One of these days I guess it'll all be worth it.
To summarize other stuff going on: a certain someone discovered this weekend (and it wasn't me!) that Jim Beam and power tools DO NOT mix...she learned what a split lip and a chunk out of your nose feels like; a special someone in the fucking National Guard got activated to go to God-forsaken Mississippi (I kinda hate knowing that he's that far away); the doctor decided that the reason I haven't been able to breathe is because I fucking have asthma (splendid...but I feel like maybe someone should've noticed that a little earlier in life); I'm giving up on dating...I appear to have a thing for losers and liars and lazy fucks; and I think that's about it.
I really just don't like having a job...I feel bad about asking my parents for money, so I have to work...but working sucks. I have no life anymore...between a shit-ton of reading, trying to sleep at "normal" hours, and working...I think I've forgotten what free time used to consist of. When I do have "free time"...it's because I'm forcing myself to avoid doing something else for the sake of sanity. Don't get me wrong...I love my major and the stuff we're doing is pretty interesting...it's just time consuming. One of these days I guess it'll all be worth it.
To summarize other stuff going on: a certain someone discovered this weekend (and it wasn't me!) that Jim Beam and power tools DO NOT mix...she learned what a split lip and a chunk out of your nose feels like; a special someone in the fucking National Guard got activated to go to God-forsaken Mississippi (I kinda hate knowing that he's that far away); the doctor decided that the reason I haven't been able to breathe is because I fucking have asthma (splendid...but I feel like maybe someone should've noticed that a little earlier in life); I'm giving up on dating...I appear to have a thing for losers and liars and lazy fucks; and I think that's about it.

1 Comments:
At 4/9/05 11:18,
Nathan said…
Hmm, I wonder which of those three catagories (if not all) that I fit into the most...
Proabably "Lazy Fuck" jumps to mind first.
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