Friday Night

Here I am ... Friday night ...relaxin' on the couch with the dog. I was supposed to go out tonight...and he is a really fantastic guy, but I definitely am not cool with knowing that I am not at the top of someone's priority list. I understand that he has a son...and I would never expect to be put above Nick...that would just be dumb...but I do expect to be given a little priority. But, whatever, I believe in second chances...unfortunately this was the second chance. So it's gonna take a colossal amount of ass-kissing for me to make plans with him again. (Not that any of you should really care about any of this...I just needed to vent a little.)

But on the plus side...I've had a few opportunities to bond with Kassity these last few nights. It's been pretty cool...even though I was damn near late for class this morning because I was feeling somewhat subpar...you'll have that I guess.

Beyond that...I'm loving being in Muncie...not loving all this nursing shit. I've never seen such huge books in my life...Example: Nursing 232...just two of the books total WELL OVER 3000 pages...what the fuck? Oh well...welcome to the school of nursing. One of these days it'll all be worth it.

As an unrelated side note: it really has been remarkable how much easier my life has been this last week or so without Kevin being in it. I really haven't talked to him since the whole carpet/vacuum fiasco...best decision ever. I thought it would be a lot harder not having him to talk to...but I don't have anyone yelling at me or questioning my every move...it's been really nice. So I'd like to allow for an "I told you so" moment for my mom, sisters, and Candi...sorry I didn't listen before.